Great Eighty Challenge – Writing Challenge

By on February 9, 2018

A colleague put me on to this amazing website, Third Word Press, where you are challenged to write something but only up to 80 words long.  You can win prizes if you win the challenge your work is included in an anthology which is distributed to the homeless who can sell them to raise funds.  Here is my submission for today:



Later, in the quiet of my room, I will cry my own tears. Later. Not Now. Now I have to deal with the faces; strange, disembodied and tear stained. They claw at my soul, expecting comfort; demanding it! My resources are spent. I am numb, pain-free, floating in space and time. No emotion. If I answer their needs they will diminish and later, in the quiet of my room, I will cry my own tears. Later. Not now.


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By on December 27, 2017

Emotions; yearning, aching,
but for what?

Both questions and answers elude me
lost in life’s fog.

I’m drowning, suffocating,
I need to expand and fly.

Instead, I continue to retreat and retract,
I diminish.
Frustration fills the void that once was me.

I have to stop.
Just stop.
Let myself breathe.
Let myself mourn for what is lost
and forever gone.
Let it go, move past, move forward, move on.

I abandon myself, falling,
into the cauldron, warm, dark welcoming.
The womb engulfs me, takes me deep inside myself.

I emerge. Cleansed.
Torn, I am repaired, replaced and reborn.

I am crone.
I am wise.
I am strong.
I am beautiful.
I am ME.

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Goodbye Dear Friend

By on December 24, 2017
writing friend

So long we have been together;
46 glorious years
Full of fun and sorrow,
of laughter and of tears.

You were new and shiny when we met,
I took you for granted back then,
But now I miss you deeply,
More than I can say, dear friend.

I was my own undoing
I did not care as much as I could,
I nurtured you so little,
You were a hassle, such a chore,
I acted with resignation and resentment,
You just weren’t that exciting anymore.

So now you are gone,
I will long remember the pain our parting,
With such a huge gap left behind,
how can that ever be filled?

But nature abhors a vacuum,
And frankly, so do I,
You have been replaced,
with a false tooth.
Life is hard, but not as hard as poetry,
or my heart.

Goodbye, my old front tooth.

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Creativity – It Makes Me Happy!

By on November 10, 2017
creativity, image of train tracks

Creativity has always been a bit elusive and yet I had a bit of a proud moment a few days ago – I made my first sale on Red Bubble – the first time anyone has actually purchased an item of my photography or in fact, rated anything artistic I have ever done let alone like it enough to shell out some cold hard cash.

This was not something that made me lots of money which is fine because that is not the thing that is most important to me at this stage.  As someone who has become convinced that they are the most uncreative individual ever it has been a real boost to my confidence and given me the courage to continue to explore and develop different aspects of my own creativity.

Most of my birth family were creative in some way:  My father could make shoes, including difficult orthopaedic splints etc., my mother could knit amazing things, my brother was a consummate artist, author, musician,  linguist and all-around renaissance man.  My children are all creative, but I had pretty much resigned myself to the fact that the creativity gene has passed me by.

Essentially this belief was encouraged and increased by people who, for some reason, had a vested interest in suppressing aspects of my nature they found challenging to their own ego:  They were the creative one, I was not.  This has stayed with me throughout my adult life even when my husband constantly nagged encouraged me to give it a go. I was resistant.

My husband would repeatedly point out that I designed websites for a while.  Again, I did not consider that creative.  Now I am not sure why.  I edited other peoples written work, I even published it, but until about 12 months ago had never considered writing and publishing my own. For some reason when I did finally publish something I didn’t really consider it to be an act of creativity. Why? Because how could it be? I’m not creative, remember?

Up until about 6 months ago, I would never even have considered sharing my efforts any wider than the usual posts to friends on social media.  It was only when I stopped comparing myself to other people (invariably coming off worse) that I thought, ‘oh sod it!  Let’s see what happens’.  So, encouraged by my husband and a couple of friends,  I started this blog and a short while later I started to publish some of my images.  People have seemed to enjoy both and it has made me happier than I have been for a while.

My husband is ridiculously pleased that I seem to have developed a passion for both writing and photography, and remarks about how happy I look whenever I am let loose with a camera or write a blog.  I have to say that my camera has been probably one of the best gifts I have ever received.

Now I know I am nowhere near the best photographer there is, I have a long way to go.   I’d like to get to the point where I get more than 10 decent pics and maybe 1 good one out of a 100+ image click-fest.

The support I have had from people thus far has encouraged me to keep writing and also keep clicking away.  I am now at the point where I might venture forth and take some formal photography courses in the new year.  This is a big deal for me, I don’t have a history of great experiences with teachers of anything remotely involving creativity.  However, I do need to learn certain skills and I need to learn it from a firm foundation and build from there. I’d love to work on and improve the areas I am really interested in – the nature, urban and landscape photography, and also be able to present a decent portrait shot.  If I am going to do this I need to bite the bullet and get out there.




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The End is Nigh…..Armageddon! (Again)

By on September 20, 2017

Armageddon!  Apparently the end is nigh.  In only 3 days it will be the end of the world.  Again.

When you’ve been around for about half a century you grow pretty blasé about claims of worlds ending and all that jazz.  Back in the 1960s & 1970s rumours were mostly around nuclear war.  Most of us did in fact – as the famous Queen song would have it – grow up in the shadow of the mushroom cloud, so it was (and still is) a reasonable fear.  The scare I remember most clearly and the one that freaked me out the most was the ‘network of bunkers under the whole planet that were filled with nuclear bombs that would all go off simultaneously’. This was obviously a slant on the Mutual Assured Destruction   that was apparently ‘keeping the peace’ back then.  I found it terrifying and lost many nights of sleep over it.

As the 1970s progressed we  seemed to move away from the nuclear holocaust and the theories were more religion based.  In 1975 the Jehovah’s Witnesses, announced that the end of the world was ‘nigh’.  Despite screwing up the timing  that time they do pop back regularly to announce that this time they really have got it right. Although it has to be said that their predictions in 1994 and 1997 were also fails of epic proportion.   Cults of various colours were often predicting Armageddon,  often this resulted in tragedy as in 1978 when Jim Jones had his cult ‘drink the Kool-Aid‘.

Of course there have been throughout the 20th and 21st centuries an almost regular stream of Great Tribulations, Second Comings and Raptures all of kinds which are said to be a precursor to the End of Days.

1999-2000 should have been the moment we hit Peak Apocalypse.  There was an increase in hysteria around this time – old predictions of Nostradamus were wheeled out of the archives, the possibility of a collision with Planet X mooted but didn’t come about, worldwide economic depressions, the millennium bug which was going to cause massive computer failures, planes would fall from the sky, mountains would fly into space…well possibly not the mountains…but badness would happen and of course the Millennium itself.  Year 2K was ‘the end of days’.

We survived.  Phew.  But of course as we sailed into the new millennium the doom merchants were still there with their Second Comings and Great Tribulations.  I’ve actually been through a fair few Raptures now.  I know when I’m not wanted.

I thought we were all goners when the Hadron Colllider was switched on circa 2008 as this was going to destroy the world by sucking us all into a Black Hole. Fortunately this was amended after nothing happened when it was switched on.  Now as long as we never switch it off we should feel safe in the knowledge that the black hole will remain closed forever. Let’s hope they never have a power cut.

And who could forget the Mayans? Sod all the massive crust displacement that was being predicted – the Mayan calendar was going to run out on 21 December 2012 and the Mayans were wise, so it had to be true.  Fortunately they realised ahead of time that this was a huge money making opportunity this was all a huge misunderstanding and what the Mayans really meant was it was the beginning of the end for the old ways of  being, a ‘paradigm shift‘,  not the end of the world after all!  Weren’t we all sillies?!   What a relief!  Time for a workshop on the New Paradigm.

Now we have 3 days until September 23, 2017 when it is said that Nibiru/Planet X will again collide with Earth.  It was supposed to do this before, quite a few times actually, but it missed.  Obviously this time will be different although apparently it might not actually hit us just sort of pass close by.     This will cause earthquakes, tsunamis and hurricanes and is forecast by the eclipse.  Of course we have had an eclipse, earthquakes and hurricanes.  But then we have these at other times too, it actually is hurricane season  and I reckon something as big as a planet would be visible to the naked eye by now.    Simultaneously we are apparently due for a  rare constellation alignment starting off that good old elusive Rapture.

Do we stand a chance?  Rest assured that if we do survive there are plenty more comets and asteroids waiting to do the job.


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Apron – Memoir Prompt #1

By on September 17, 2017

A recent book (The Butterfly Hours) gave a list of memoir prompts to assist in the writing of a memoir.


Wearing aprons for housework is no longer in vogue however back in the 1960s and ’70s when I was growing up most of my friends mums, and my own, wore some sort of apron or housecoat style covering when doing the housework.

My own mother had 2 distinct styles of apron which were used for very different purposes:

credit: doyouremember.co.uk

The ‘overalls’ were the ones she wore in my Dad’s shop and basically covered everything.  In fact it was some sort of coat affair made out of nylon which was pretty much ubiquitous at that time or so it seemed.  This sort of overall was routinely seen on women working in factories, cleaning or in fact doing any kind of labour that might cause clothing damage or mishaps.  Most of the women in the grocers and the butchers shops, for example, wore these outfits.

The ‘indoors’ apron was a completely different style:  this one tended to be

Credit: Etsy Shop: Back to the Yesteryear

either a half moon design which stopped at the waist or one that had some sort of strange bib arrangement similar to dungarees.  I never actually saw her wear these, I can always remember watching her folding the top down and wondering why she just didn’t buy the one without the bib.  This apron was multi purpose:  It stopped you messing up your clothes but I also saw it used in lieu of oven gloves on multiple occasions.  These ones were always much more fancy – floral with plenty of frilly bits.  Often the pockets were sewn on at jaunty angles or were shaped to accentuate the theme of the apron ie, a flower or a heart.  This was high fashion cleaning wear!

The thing that these aprons all had in common was the pockets – or  more specifically, the contents thereof.  In every single pocket in every single apron or overall you were guaranteed to find some tissue – kitchen roll to be exact – and a packet of mints (Trebor in the 1960s and 1970s, replaced in the 1980s by Tic Tacs mainly I believe, because she loved the adverts).


I can kind of see why …



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The Uninvited Guest – A Poem by someone who doesn’t write poems.

By on September 11, 2017

You come creeping  on slow, silent feet.

You enter my life unbidden and unwelcome spreading shadows in your wake.

Your tiny whispers poison me; sucking the life from my soul.

You come as a friend, a mother, a lover,

A confidante with gestures of concern to disguise your malevolence.

Your tiny voice slips in under the radar, quiet at first until it booms

in my brain.

Your demands to be heard will not be denied.

Slowly your critique undermines, gently, sweetly at first.

A question here, a comment there.

Time  passes and you grow strong.

My Will, My Self is eroded away.

I  diminish as you grow, fading softly and imperceptibly into the void.

Now there is no ‘me’, there is only you, my uninvited guest.

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