Life is short, fragile and is balanced on a knife-edge.
Life is short, it is fragile and fleeting. Nothing brought this home to me more than the death of a friend last week. She was not an old woman. I had seen her 2 weeks prior to her death where a group of us enjoyed a slap up meal in the local Indian Restaurant and had a really good time, then suddenly she just…stopped.
We all say it constantly, ‘life is short’, but never seem to do anything about it. Sometimes you really do need a kick up the proverbial to really ram home the truth of the matter: On average our lifespans may be on the rise but that is no guarantee that you personally are going to live to a ripe old age. You need to live right now.
How often do we go through one of these awful situations and then go back into our ruts and the drudge of day to day life? Stay stuck in a job that doesn’t value you, where you are treated badly? Or in a relationship about which you could easily say the same? We stay on our rails and follow the same old sequence of events because, why? Maybe fear of change but also because it is easy. You might be bored rigid but hey, it is easier to just stay in a job you can do with your eyes shut than it is to make the effort to find and learn a new role. You might feel undervalued or even abused by a partner on multiple levels, but change is scary, and it is often so hard to get the help you need, you stay put, the years drift by and so it goes on.
How many of us try and try for a partner who shows us no appreciation or value? How many of us knock ourselves out for a job where you know full well your employer would replace you within 24 hours if you dropped dead tomorrow? Is it really worth it? We all need money to live and we need to work to get the money – but we need to start working to live instead of the other way around and focus on our personal relationships with others – the ones that make us happy!
At the beginning of this year, I promised myself that 2018 would be the year when I would work less, travel more and spend really high-quality time with those closest to me and who I care about deeply. I planned to remove as many negatives as I can…so far I have pretty much failed. My friend passing really has given me a kick up the arse – and I am going to make changes.
People who know me ‘in real life’ will be aware that I never sugar-coat the dead; we are all just people, good and bad, and this doesn’t change when we pass, but this woman really was exceptional and when I say she was one of the nicest and most genuine people I have been fortunate enough to meet, I actually mean that. We knew each other I guess for just over a decade, we were never exceptionally close but she is going to leave a huge gap in our little group, in my life and the world will be poorer without her in it.
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